Am I Confused?

Hey, yo, living in these times of life is gettin' hectic

We got to find a method to survive the head trips

I wonder every day if this is how it was meant to be

Looking at society, police always eyeing me

Plus my girlfriend keeps trying me (where the fuck you goin')

She thinks she can buy me

To cover up the lyin', see

Pretty soon she's gonna be crying, see

When I have to tell her about these kids on

The way from these other broads

Shit's about to get odd

Everybody makes mistakes

It's just that some make more than others

A statistic like crackhead mothers

A bang drops the corpse in the gutters

Drinking night train pumping needles in their veins

Trying to maintain while the rich weight gain

The situation's from taking the wrong path

It'll lead you to your doom from not doing the math

Am I confused or?

Yo, **** used to be a breakdancer

But now he's lying up, dying of cancer

Doctors can't find the answer

He used to smoke mad cigarettes

**** get like three packs a day

And straight smoke 'em away

Now he gotta pay, run away to go out

Wasn't about the game on the sneak getting the ho out

My sister copped AIDS from going raw skin

She still hoin' the pastor monk's men

Lookin' all fly but you can't tell from the size

Of the thighs

Waiting for you is a deadly surprise

My **** ain't listening still

'Cause y'all blinded

You got your mind washed, always thinkin' one sided

Am I confused or?