Difficult Situations

I should be happy

I've got everything I want

I got my friends and family

And a boyfriend

It could be chemical I guess

It could be something that my mother did to me

Or didn't do

I put myself into

Difficult situations

I put myself into

Difficult situations

All the time

And I don't know why

I don't know why

I don't know why

I don't know why

I should not follow

My intuition

I should not listen

But I'm on a mission

To put myself into

Difficult situations

I put myself into

Difficult situations

All the time

And I don't know why

I don't know why

I don't know why

I don't know why

I put myself into

Difficult situations

I put myself into

Difficult situations

All the time