Desperately Trying (Swing Mix)

Never feels at home when he's with me

That is what he told me when he left me

Leaving me desperately trying to understand

Desperately trying to find a home for him to move to

Desperately trying to find a place for us to stay

Said he never really got through to me

That I never opened up emotionally

Guess I kind of lost my trust on the way

Since he's gone I'm sinking

Sinking deeper into who I really am

Now I'm brave enough to show what's inside

But it's too late

Said he never loved me

That he always stopped for his feelings to grow

And I went on hoping, hoping for things to change

Since he is gone I keep on finding out

All these little things about him

Realizing that she was always there with us

Looking back I have to admit that

Things went wrong long ago

So please take the sorrow you gave

And leave

I'm desperately trying to cleanse myself of all this lies

So scared that I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die