All To Myself

I don't patronize, I realize

I'm losing and this is my real life

I'm half asleep and I am wide awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't want to be the bad guy

I've been blaming myself and I think you know why

I'm killing time and time's killing you

Every way that I do

Did you say, please, just follow me?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please, just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun

Feel like the only one

I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted but

I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough

And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck

Can't focus it, but I'll try it

Over and over again

Did you say, please, just follow me?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please, just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please, just follow me

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like

Did you say, please, just follow me?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I can't stay with someone else

I'll try and suck it up

I just can't fuck it up

I want you all to myself

Did you say, please, just follow me?

I thought you wanted me

'Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else