Me and Your Explanations

The journey home felt like the hardest

The driver kept seeing me cry

I couldn't hide my tears, he noticed

The clear cut glass glazed over my eyes

And I wished to God that no one had seen these moments

I'm running out of reasons why I'd stay

Cause it feels like shit when you don't show up

And my friends give advice like they think I'm dumb

And I can't say a word cause I act like the fool

Who you can let down slowly

Another night where I built up expectations

Thought you might just get it right

Cut ties, no more fixations

Between me and your explanation

Me and your explanations

So what's it now

did your car break down Is your friend in a crisis

am I the clown

For the final show in your one man circus

You let me down but still wanna lay me down

In the early hours

And I hate that I miss you

no I shouldn't but I want to

Cause it feels like shit when you don't show up

And my friends give advice like they think I'm dumb

And I can't say a word cause I act like the fool

Who you can let down slowly

Another night where I built up expectations

Thought you might just get it right

Cut ties, no more fixations

Between me and your explanation

 

Now it's two in the morning

this moment's been dawning I gave you the warnings

you're constantly calling

I push on the green, shoot my mouth like a gun I'm careless this time, no I don't give a fuck

Too intense, I'm sorry, it's not deep, I'm wildin'

You say that I'm crazy to make me go silent

I flip the switch, took the hit, free my mind, gone with it

Cause it feels like shit when you don't show up

And my friends give advice like they think I'm dumb

And I can't say a word, I act like the fool

Who you can let down slowly

Another night where I built up expectations

Thought you might just get it right

Cut ties, no more fixations

Between me and your explanations

Me and your explanations

Me and your explanations