Make Up Your Mind/Catch Me I'm Falling

Walk with me, walk with me

Okay, walking

Go all the way down

Down a long flight of stairs

Ooh, Stairs...

Go step-by-step into the darkness down there

Should we turn on a light? You know, for the stairs?

Walk with me, down a hall

A hall that you know

At the end there's a door

It's a door that you've never laid eyes on before

Open the door

Open the door

(spoken)

Can you hear me Diana?

Yes

Are you nervous?

No

Good

Now

(sung)

Make up your mind to explore yourself

Make up your mind

You have stories to tell

We'll search in your past

For what sorrows may last

Then make up your mind to be well

Di, you come home from these sessions in tears

Is this helping or...

Di?

Di?

We were both undergrads - architecture

The baby wasn't planned

Neither was the marriage

I had always expected to be too busy but...

When the baby came it all seemed to make sense, until-

Until...

Until?

He's not here

He's not here

Love, I know

You know

Make up your mind that you're strong enough

Make up your mind

Let the truth be revealed

Admit what you've lost

And live with the cost

At times it does hurt to be healed

Catch me, I'm falling

In our first session you told me--

Catch me, I'm falling

--that talking through your history--

Faster than anyone should

Catch me, I'm falling

--it feels like it's about someone else

Please hear me calling

Make it about you

Catch me, I'm falling for good

Hey

I'm not supposed to be backstage, but, uh

For luck

Uh, d-did you see my my parents out there?

Are you ok?

Yeah

Yeah, I'm fine, my dad said they'd both be here

Ok, well I'm sure they will be

Will they?

We had Natalie to rep-

And I know she knows

I couldn't hold her- in the hospital

Where the hell are they?

I couldn't let myself hold her

That's the first time you mentioned Natalie in weeks of therapy

God damnit!

(singing)

She's not there

She's not there

She's not there

Make up your mind

You want clarity

Take what you know

And then make it make sense

Just face what you fear

And soon it comes clear

The visions are just your defense

Thank you for coming

Natalie Goodman

-And try to understand what all of this is doing to you and to your family

Fu-!

Your grief for your son

Your distance from Natalie

Sorry

Sorry, it's just, um

You know what the problem with classical music is?

It's so rigid, and structured- you have to play the notes on the page, there's no room for improvisation

Oh, no

Catch me I'm falling I'm alive

Make up your mind Take a look

You can live at last He's not here Take a look I'm alive

Make up your mind to be fully alive Falling The invisible girl

Embrace what's inside Alive

Falling Replace what has died Love

Then make up your mind It's Alive

You'll survive Time to go

Catch me, I'm falling Unresolved loss can lead to depression

Catch me, I'm falling Fear of loss, to anxiety

Flying head first into fate

Catch me, I'm falling The more you hold on to something you've lost

Please hear me calling

Catch me before it's too late Depression, Anxiety

Catch me before it's too late Depression, Anxiety

Catch me before it's too late One gives rise to the other, it becomes a cycle!

Catch me, I'm falling

Catch me, I'm falling

Catch me, I'm falling