Going Under

My heart’s been on vacation

Disengaged in conversation

I feel sane in isolation

Fill me up with medication

I’m so sick and tired of waiting

Staring at the constellations

I can’t speak, I’m suffocating

You'll be my God and my salvation

I can’t say anything

You wanted everything at once

And you're not listening, we're going under

You ruined everything

You never thought I was enough

And now we're spiraling, we're going under

I guess that I’m still breathing

It’s hard ‘cause I’m still grieving

Who I was used to being

I spent everyday appeasing

I’m sick and in denial

All of my thoughts on trial

I was dead on arrival

It’s a vicious, brutal cycle

It's a vicious, brutal cycle

I can’t say anything

You wanted everything at once

And you're not listening, we're going under

You ruined everything

You never thought I was enough

And now we're spiraling, we're going under

This feels like a simulation

Cancel all our reservations

Kill you in hallucinations

Numb me with intoxication

It’s a vicious, brutal cycle

It’s a vicious, brutal cycle

I can’t say anything

You wanted everything at once

And you're not listening, we're going under

You ruined everything

You never thought I was enough

And now we're spiraling, we're going under