Can I Be Happy

The pressure's getting to me

This vicious cycle never ends

My whole body's heavy

I have no choice but to bend

For every expectation

I put on myself

I put me through hell

Tried all the medicating

And everything else

None of it helped

Is there somewhere that could make me happy

Halfway across the world

Far enough away where no one knows me

Don't have to be that girl

Who's terrified she'll never be enough

Only loves herself for things she's done

Is there somewhere that could make me happy

Can I be happy

I'd rewire my brain

But I'm scared of what I'd find

Rather go to some place

Where I can leave it all behind

For every expectation

I put on myself

I put me through hell

Tried all the medicating

And everything else

None of it helped

Is there somewhere that could make me happy

Halfway across the world

Far enough away where no one knows me

Don't have to be that girl

Who's terrified she'll never be enough

Only loves herself for things she's done

Is there somewhere that could make me happy

Can I be happy

Make me happy

Can I be Happy

Far enough away where no one knows me

Is there somewhere that could make me happy

Halfway across the world

Far enough away where no one knows me

Don't have to be that girl

Who's terrified she'll never be enough

Only loves herself for things she's done

Is there somewhere that could make me happy

Can I be happy

Make me happy

Can I be happy

Can I be happy