Lethal Injection (feat. Netuh)

I'm putting on a smile When I walk through the door Pretending that it's all great But I'm feeling so sore Behind the laughter lies a heart that feels low Fighting with my shadows, trying not to show But I'm screaming inside no where to even go, so I'm okay, I'm fine I'm doing just great (I'm doing just great) Inside the turmoil of my past I'm dancing with my fate I'm so misunderstood But it's all good The truth behind my smile (my smile) I get it if you don't wanna be near me for awhile Self inflicted denial It makes me feel like I'm on trial You feel like the judge The courtroom filled with all the love Jury feeding me the drugs (can't get enough) I can't get e'fuckin'nough Guilty no doubt For the doubt Why I wanna just let it out But I can't, not again So much trauma swimming around Inside my fucked up head I'll spare you the burden I'll sentence myself to death Cause without you in my life Lethal injection is what's best (best, best) It's so painful when I wake Not knowing what the day will bring Will I laugh? (will I laugh) Will I cry? (will I cry) Will anyone, even remember me when I die? (even remember me, when I die) At least I helped you stay alive For a little bit of time Hope you enjoyed the ride I'm sorry i'm so dead inside (I'm so sorry) I'm so sorry (I'm so sorry) i'm dead inside I hope you enjoyed the ride (I hope you enjoyed, the ride) I'm fighting with my shadows Trying not to show But I'm screaming inside Nowhere to even go so Soo... ♪♪♪ I'm okay, I'm fine I'm doing just great Inside the turmoil of my past I'm dancing with my fate ♪♪♪ What's the point of this life All these thoughts in my brain (am I insane) ♪♪♪ Babe don't worry about my shadows I'm okay, I'll be fine Let's just enjoy this time There's no stopping what lies beneath ♪♪♪ I know it's hard to believe I know it's hard to believe But don't worry (I know it's hard to believe) I'm okay I'll be fine