My Reflection

I never thought I'd leave it all behind A haze is growing at the back of my mind With broken glasses shattered onto the floor I try to see myself but I can't ignore I'm just a shell of who I was I'm moving backwards As far as I can see I'm barely holding This weight inside of me Black hole in my head Heartbeat stopped again I can't fight it My reflection It's like a shadow hanging over me My own persona's gone I lost my way Sell me a soul again or give me hope There's no point breathing at the end of a rope Stop God I gotta make it stop Forever Empower The pressure Of society upon us I'm moving backwards As far as I can see I'm barely holding This weight inside of me Black hole in my head Heartbeat stopped again I can't fight it My reflection Live in this society But I never wanna be Fitting in a brand new Broken world When I think I gotta be Only what they wanna see, Giving up a part of me Now I Can't take the pressure got nothing to prove You can't change who I am you can't hide the truth Take what you want, your hell I refuse So step back and watch me Fading away Step back and bleed me dry Step back and bleed me dry I'm moving backwards As far as I can see I'm barely holding This weight inside of me I'm moving backwards As far as I can see I'm barely holding This weight inside of me Black hole in my head Heartbeat stopped again I can't fight it I can't fight it I'm moving backwards As far as I can see I'm barely holding This weight inside of me Black hole in my head Heartbeat stopped again I can't fight it My reflection