What Are You Doing

I don't wonder where you are

But what are you doing now?

I don't miss you anymore

But I still remember how

Do you watch me from a distance?

Think I can feel you there

Disguising caution with indifference

Don't pretend you were never scared

I think you miss me

I think I terrify you

Will you forgive me

For everything I dragged you through?

What are you

What are you doing?

What are you

What are you doing?

Is it easy now

For you to kid yourself?

I thought that you were gentle but you turned me inside out

Is it easy now

For you to kid yourself?

I thought that you were special but you pulled my insides out

What are you

What are you doing?

What, what, what, what

What are you doing?

Think you fooled me from the get go

I'm still a fool right now

Sitting, waiting for the next blow

I let you take me down

I think you hate me

I think you hate yourself more

I think you crave me

I think you left wanting more

What are you

What are you doing?

What are you

What are you doing?

Is it easy now

For you to kid yourself?

I thought that you were gentle but you turned me inside out

Is it easy now

For you to kid yourself?

I thought that you were special but you pulled my insides out

What are you

What are you doing?

What, what, what, what

What are you doing?