Something To Live For

I think my mother was probably old–

Proudest of my oldest brother, you know I'm sayin'?

He died on some– you know I'm sayin'? Crazy coincidence shit

But then I think to myself like, what if I lose my daughter?

Like what I'ma do? Like where I'ma go in life?

I can't go back

I'm doin' all this shit for my kid, you know I'm sayin'?

Fendi, you're my favorite

I think about the shit I wanna do

And I– and I think to myself, I can't put her through that shit, bro

You know what I'm sayin'? I gotta keep pushin'

I gotta try my hardest to be me in this shit and make it somewhere

I'm like what if I'm already tryin' my hardest? Fuck that, what if I'm already done for?

Her oldest son already died, so now she got dreams of seeing her son more

But that's how it is in the trenches, I'm happy, I finally got somethin' to live for

This rap shit payin' me good, I finally got time to be with my kid more

I'm really a dad, the shit that I do for my kid, the shit that I never regret

Young **** never saw his graduation, he hopped in the streets and died for the set

He ain't never even see that stage

**** gon' hate on a ****, I bet

**** gonna want to be me, but he can't be me, he ain't been through 'nough shit yet

I do this shit for my dog in the hood, the **** who don't want get out the 'jects

The **** who don't want get out the streets (The **** who don't, huh)

The **** who ain't been trying his best (Come on)

The **** who tired of everybody playin' with 'em

The **** who really got shit on his chest (I can't go back)

The **** who really been losin' they heart and the **** who ain't even got none left

I thought bitches was really gon' ride for me, then I went broke and they left

I go right, lil' bro go left

I go right, lil' bro go left

Dumpin' the clip till ain't shit left (Grrt, grrt)

I know a **** who wanna be Curry, but he done dropped more shots then Steph

Droppin' the opps who gon give 'em the Sunday, come that morning and clear out the street

Some **** better in life with a football, I don't know why he stop puttin' on cleats, huh (Dumb-ass ****)

****, that's where you lost me

I'll lose all this shit right now and let you have whatever that cost me

I'll let you have this shit

I'll lose all this shit right now and let you have whatever it is

I should call up some of my old friends, I ain't talk to them **** in years

I'm like what if I'm already tryin' my hardest? Fuck that, what if I'm already done for?

Her oldest son already died, so now she got dreams of seeing her son more

But that's how it is in the trenches, I'm happy, I finally got somethin' to live for

That's how it is in this shit

This rap shit payin' me good, I finally got time to be with my kid more

I'm like what if I'm already tryin' my hardest? Fuck that, what if I'm already done for?

Her oldest son already died, so now she got dreams of seeing her son more

But that's how it is in the trenches, I'm happy, I finally got somethin' to live for

That's how it is in this life, ****

This rap shit payin' me good, I finally got time to be with my kid more

Finally got time, I can't go back