i just wanted to be yours (feat. bunii)

Swear that I'm a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it

Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing

But when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

They love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane

I know they're mortified, i wanna blow out my brain

Treat me like Coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay

I'm feeling more alive

I swear to god that I'm a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it

Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing

When i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

No, i cant sleep at all

I dream of you when i wake

I let you keep it all

You planted it in my brain

I scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games

So if you see me, call

But i wont answer

I'm a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it

No, i cant keep standing when I'm bleeding in the kitchen

One more day is all i need

Just to make me through the week

It's the same, it all repeats

Say a prayer before i leave

She told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start

Say you love me up and down but you don't treat me like you are

Said her favorite song of mine is probably galore

Cause when the metals on my wrist it doesn't leave it sore

You said i was the only one, I've heard that one before

You don't gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

That's the thing i hate

I cant break away

Cause, damn it, I'm a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it

Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing

But when i drop, they love it

See the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

When they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision

Ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how I've been living

Love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning

I know your home is just a house to me so, baby, what's the difference

I'll communicate at the best of my ability

I was way too late, now you're hiding what u feel of me

So ill play your games, pass the time, you're slowly killing me

So i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

I'm a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it

Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing

But when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

One more day is all i need

Just to make me through the week

I'ts the same, it all repeats

Say a prayer before i leave

Said her favorite song of mine is probably galore

Cause when the metals on my wrist it doesn't leave it sore

No, i cant sleep at all

I dream of you when i wake

I let you keep it all

You planted it in my brain

Said i was the only one, I've heard that one before

You don't gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

Said i was the only one, I've heard that one before

You don't gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours