Messy

Decided to call him again

Midnight passed we lit another cigarette

Thought of you while kissing him

Running my fingers through his hair

Took another sip and then I let it in, I let it in

The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me

Somehow I'm less wary of the stranger in the dark than of sincerity

Denying I fought it again

My best friend told me I could break any man

Thought of you while listening

Said I was bound to be left

Always shouting I should be independent, so incessantly

The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me

Somehow I'm less wary of the stranger in the dark than of sincerity

The sway in my body lingering

I lie awake wondering If I'd ever tell you

I'll never tell you

The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me

Don't wanna sound dramatic

Don't want me to self-applaud it

Don't wanna hope it passes

To live a life of desolation

Wait up, wait up, wait up, wait up up

The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me

Somehow I'm less wary of the stranger in the dark than of sincerity

The sway in my body lingering

I lie awake wondering If I'd ever tell you

I'll never tell you

The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me