Where It All Started

I shoulda known better

Didn't want anyone to see

How hard it really was for me

Oh, I shoulda known better

I was waiting for the day

The doubts would all just go away

But they never did

Messed me up hard and I tried and I tried

And I never wanted too much

I only asked that you don't do again

What all of them did

They fucked with my mind

With their lies deep inside

I thought it was different this time

But I was just blind

And you were a lie

Time didn't get any slower

I thought I'd make the most of it

But I just ended up losing it

And I felt a lot like I was drowning

Where there was no escaping

And when I thought I heard them coming

They never did

Messed me apart and I tried and I tried

And I never wanted too much

I only asked that you don't do again

What all of them did

They fucked with my mind with their lies deep inside

I thought it was different this time

But I was just blind

And you were a lie