Train Of Thoughts

Maybe the grass is greener on the other side

'Cause it's always raining there

I was born a dreamer, but my dream life

Turned out to be my nightmare

I have heard it said that when one door closes

God opens a window

But I live up on the seventh floor, so the metaphor

Hits too close to home

Every rope that I've ever been thrown

Somehow ends up wrapped around my throat

I've been trying to fight this on my own

But I'm letting go

Here comes my train of thoughts again

I'm tied down to the tracks

I know there's no escaping it

I guess I'll fade to black

Here comes my train of thoughts again

I'm tied down to the tracks

This really ain't no way to live

I guess I'll fade to black

Mocking death in every song to appear strong

And laugh right in its face

Like it hasn't come to call and taken all

That I love away

Every rope that I've ever been thrown

Somehow ends up wrapped around my throat

I've been trying to fight this on my own

But I'm letting go

Here comes my train of thoughts again

I'm tied down to the tracks

I know there's no escaping it

I guess I'll fade to black

Here comes my train of thoughts again

I'm tied down to the tracks

This really ain't no way to live

I guess I'll fade to black

I guess I'll fade to black

I guess I'll fade to black

I guess I'll fade to black

I guess I'll fade to black

I just want to tell you how much this hurts

But I gotta make it rhyme

People tell me that life goes on, but somehow

That makes it worse

I mean, I'm fine

Yeah, I'm fine

I'm just tired all the time