I've Always Been

I've always been

I've always been

I'll be fine

I hold it in

Playing the moment over again

Till I resent

The loneliness

Knowing the words I wanted to say but

Kept in

Will I ever put it all out?

Take the words, write it down, say it out loud

Am I ever gonna come down

From the haze that I made when I ran out?

I hate acting like I'm all alright

Tell myself I'm gonna need some time

Pull the curtains, let the sunlight in

And I'll be fine, I've always been

I fill the time

Passing it by, not trying to loathe

I promise

I haven't cried

Think my emotion's gone

If I am being honest

Will I ever put it all out?

Take the words, write it down, say it out loud

Am I ever gonna come down

From the haze that I made when I ran out?

I hate acting like I'm all alright

Tell myself I'm gonna need some time

Pull the curtains, let the sunlight in

And I'll be fine, I've always been

I hate knowing that it's in my mind

Tell myself I can't just turn back time

I step back and try to take it in

And I'll be fine, I've always been

I'm no longer keeping score

Don't care who is at my door

I hate acting like I'm all alright

Tell myself I'm gonna need some time

Pull the curtains, let the sunlight in

And I'll be fine, I've always been

I hate knowing that it's in my mind

Tell myself I can't just turn back time

I step back and try to take it in

And I'll be fine, I've always been

I've always been

And I'll be fine

I've always been