Mother's Gift: Last Wish (feat. Floco Torres, Skuff Micksun & Tommy Lehman)

What if I told you the promised land ain't as promised as we have pretended to know

Imagine that feeling of home that you get like a mothers baby

Grabbing her finger as if its saying thanks for a successful collaboration

And then she's taken

The world is full of hatred

Love can feel evasive

Where do we feel the safest

A matrix filled wit danger

A manger filled wit hang ups mm uh

Like Gaara that pain is inside of us mm uh

They creep out the gutter like water bugs

Tryna trigger that love demon uh

The road I've tried is dangerous

My soul is tired I'm anxious

The more I've tried to make it

The more of the trials I'm facing

It's more of the frowns on faces uh

I see people that's passing, while I'm sitting in study hall

Tryna master my craft and, I'm not sure how it's coming off

Feel like a distraction

Cause my mother ain't want me she had me

But the gift & the curse of this rapping

Is the present moments on the backend

And you learn to let go of attachments

And you find the beauty in the madness

And forgiveness is given in action

The universe became a magnet

And that feeling of love & compassion

Helps you see up underneath the sadness

That moment you're showed all the roots of your passions

It went back to that finger you're grabbing

You put a lot of pressure on yourself

It wears on your face

I know it all too well

It can be hard to control

What seems like all the fire in hell

We get so bent outta shape

And lose our place in the world

Disassociate

Alienate ourselves

Like we don't belong

we put it all into a song

Or maybe art up on the wall

We feel a little less alone

Inside our homes if someone calls

It's a very human thing

To want to know you might be missed

It's a very human thing

It's a moment just like this

Sometimes it gets so dark

It's hard to tell if we exist

We twist and turn

We isolate and when it's safe

We shed our skin

Cause even love can leave us lost

That's why our peace comes from within

We break it down to build it up

And break it down

And build again