Time in a Tree

I just want time in a tree, I need a place just for me

Somewhere that I can be free, keep the faith and just be, what you'll be

I guess rules are there to break

But I make mistakes like they were handed on a plate

When I try to leave, sometimes I'm standin' in the way

I'm on the edge of crying all the time, 'cause I can't human right

What a state

I get wound up from the ground up, and I don't know why

Turn the sound up, drown the noise out, swallow, don't cry

Got an anxious heart, and it's stone made

Can't take pay for a heartbreak

Did Billy Joel have self esteem?

Maybe Vienna wouldn't wait for me

I just want time in a tree, I need a place just for me

Somewhere that I can be free, keep the faith and just be, what you'll be

Do you ever feel like you could live a real life?

Liker everybody else in the real world, you could be a real girl

You could be a wizard, you could be an astronaut

You could write fiction, you could tame raptors

Most days I struggle and I get snappy

Fuck all that, I just wanna be happy

Swimming against the current, am I wrong?

Can you show me a warrant? Honestly, I'm a bomb

Abhorrent, I'm on it, I get it, I've got it

I wanna be ten again, just me and Sonic

And nobody tellin' me I should be more than I am

Back when I had a plan

(I) I just want time in a tree, I need a place just for me (Yeah, yeah)

(Yeah, for me)

Somewhere that I can be free, keep the faith and just be, what you'll be

I've seen things that I never should've seen

Said too many things I didn't mean

Hurt myself too many times to count

I need to let it out and just release

Been liking to myself too long

Been trying by myself too long

I can't relax, I'm too distracted

I can't hack it, uh

I'm need, greedy, love me, feed me

Let's be a family

It'll take a village to make a man of me

So, why couldn't you love me?

It's all I need

I just want time in a tree, I need a place just for me

Somewhere that I can be free, keep the faith and just be, what you'll be