Here I Go

Well, here I go again

Gonna get in my own way

Maybe I enjoy it

Does that make me insane?

Wish that I could be the version of me in my dreams

Feels right when I'm wrong, that's just how I've been all along

If I knew what was broken

I don't know what would change

The same old suffering

Don't hold me down these days

So take me if you can, leave me if you can't understand

I will come to the light

Just let me have my time in the night

Sometimes when I close my eyes

I see myself living in a better frame of mind

Me and I tell myself it will all be fine

But they might be lyin'

Pour another cup of coffee

Let the racing thoughts begin

Am I growing or failing?

Which narrative will win?

All I know now, my heart's tryin' to pound its way out

Maybe I should breathe?

Doesn't really sound like me

Sometimes when I close my eyes

I see myself living in a better frame of mind

Me and I tell myself it will all be fine

But they might be lyin'

Sometimes when I close my eyes

I see myself living in a better frame of mind

Me and I tell myself it will all be fine

But they might be lyin'

They might be lyin'

Oh, here I go again