I'm Fine How R U?

Hey gal, how are you

God, that makes me wanna scream

When people ask you how you are

So you can say things you don't mean

You say you care,

But I can feel you lying through the screen

Hey gal

I'll give you the bullshit

If you wanna hear I'm fine

Yeah, I can play the part

And you'll believe that I'm alright

You say you're here to listen

But you're talking the whole time

Hey gal

I'm a mess

I'm not doing well

I've been laughing and crying

And dying inside

And it's hell

God, I'm stressed

I'm fucking confused

I'm sad and alone

And I say I'm alright like it's true

Oh, if you only knew

I'm fine, how are you

It's been weeks since I've been

Doing therapy

I've made a few decisions

And I'm afraid of what you'll think

If I have so many people

Why do I still feel unseen

I'm a mess

I'm not doing well

I've been laughing and crying

And dying inside

And it's hell

God, I'm stressed

I'm fucking confused

I'm sad and alone

And I say I'm alright

Like it's true

Oh, if you only knew

I'm fighting my mind and I'm fighting depression

I'll go out tonight if you stop asking questions

They say that my chaos is teaching me lessons

Give me a sign that you're getting a message

I don't believe that you're ready to step in

I need you to promise that you'll take my best and

You won't love me less when

I'm a mess

I'm not doing well

I've been laughing and crying

And dying inside

And it's hell

God, I'm stressed

I'm fucking confused

I'm sad and alone

And I say I'm alright

Like it's true

Oh, if you only knew

I'm fine how are you