Ornaments & Arguments

I've grown, now what's the meaning In saying if you don't believe things I've thrown ornaments in argument They break, we mend. Pick up and go again Hell of a day you picked to play relationships Hell of a way to slip and when the plates were stacked Hell of a break to catch you had to stake it all No more mistakes to fall back on consequences call See there were ways before let's call it some Before the web was spun there's thread to sow And, yeah I may be grown and own my own mistakes Been taking baby steps along the way Because I'm still afraid Yeah, and I'm still a way, maybe a marathon or two a day You see, I'm running out of breath And what I have I really have to save All I engraved I hope to save it for eternity Now that there's just no belief, as empty as the mantle piece Everything we stood for scattered, smashed, upon the ground beneath I lay a wreath and count the days before I leave Because without you there's no point that I can see I've grown, now what's the meaning In saying if you don't believe things I've thrown ornaments in argument They break, we mend. Pick up and go again But I can't find you there, I can't see the way It comes with the wind Cos all I see along the way is seizures all up In my brain I've grown, now what's the meaning In saying if you don't believe things I've thrown ornaments in argument They break, we mend. Pick up and go again All of these signals, I can't decipher shit If it's so simple why can't I catch my breath? And I think back