Halfway Where?

I used to think that I was halfway there

But now I'm here, and that is halfway where

I'd wanna be 'cause I can't seem to wear

Down this unending cycle of despair

I used to think that I was halfway here

But now I'm there, and that is nowhere near

I'd like to be, I mean, this much is clear

Now should I laugh or should I shed a tear?

Oh no, not me

Peggy warned me 'bout that final disappointment

Oh no, I see

I see

Maybe one day I'll be free, at least temporarily

Time and space, or user interface, which one will win the race?

I used to think that I was halfway there

But now I'm wondering if I even care

Dissatisfaction greets me everywhere

And it'll always beat me fair and square

Is this a song or is it just hot air?

Or is it me, perhaps I'm not all there

I used to think that I was halfway here

Now should I stop or should I steer?

And not be so severe?

Should I laugh or should I shed a tear?

Oh no, not me

Peggy warned me 'bout that final disappointment

Oh no, I see

I see