It’s Not Easy

If this isn't real, if this isn't real

Then what is?

I don't know!

If this isn't love, if this isn't life

Then what do you want?

Not what your mother, not what your lover

Not what the others want

What do you want?

I don't know

It's not easy for me!

It's not easy for me

No one said it'd be easy

But I want every second of the bad and the good

I want all of our days to be side by side

And slide into yesterdays

Ride into memories

Making a messy, beautiful life

I just want all of you, all of us

Inside this house I built

Until we're gone

All you gotta do

Is just walk back up these stairs

Goodbye, Allie