I'm So Sick of Picking Up the Pieces

Comfort I seek, but I never keep

Myself together for more than a week

Strangers show me more love than family

I'm still alive yeah, and I'm glad to be

Right next to you, singing these blues

They talk about me but don't wear these shoes

I'm the black sheep, baby what else is new

I love myself, yeah I wish it was true, so

I just take my meds and force a smile in the mirror

Learn to trust the process when the vision ain't clear

Emotionally numb, I ain't felt a thang in years

Seen my momma body cold, I ain't even shed a tear

I'm so sick of picking up the pieces

Fuck it up, every time, I don't mean it

Hate my skin, locked in a flesh prison

Tasted love, that's what I'm missin

Comfort I seek, but I never keep

Myself together for more than a week

Strangers show me more love than family

I'm still alive yeah, and I'm glad to be

Right next to you, singing these blues

They talk about me but don't wear these shoes

I'm the black sheep, baby what else is new

I love myself, yeah I wish it was true, so