Tired Of Trying

I say something that I mean

and then take it back

cuz u are not ready for the thruth just yet

yeah u call me crazy

then apologize

Cuz u didn't mean it right?

both of us know we should sober up

feels like we've forgotten how to love

how did you and me become

so numb so wrong

now we only play pretend

guess we fucked it up again

things don't always go to plan

I'm scared it hurts

but I'm tired of trying

cuz there's no way we'll work and it's brings out our worst

Guess we're only good at fighting

said we'd do all we could

and now we're sitting in silence

with nothing to say

cuz nothing has changed

and we can't even deny it

u got so unobtainable but I don't mind

now we don't even care to compromise

sleeping back to back cuz no one's tryna hide

that we don't really care

fallin slowly out of what we call love

but tell me whys it hurt the more im holding on

I wish you and me could be enough

but I'm lonelier next to u

now we only play pretend

guess we fucked it up again

everything comes to end

I'm scared that it hurts

but I'm tired of trying

cuz there's no way we'll work and it's brings out the worst

Guess we're only good at fighting

said we'd do all we could

and now we're sitting in silence

with nothing to say

cuz nothing has changed

and we can't even deny it