I End Up Alone (Alternative Version)

How much would you do to feel wanted?

Holding onto something, then say it's lighthearted

While you're laying in a house that is rented

And you know they are paying a mortgage

Painted the walls though I know they might fine me

Running the water because I am thirsty

Paying it all back then blame the economy

'Cause I can't admit to be loved costs me money

I'm the other apartment

Loved then discarded

A moment of excitement

A relapse when you're heightened

I'd do anything for this though

A rented house isn't a home

I end up alone

I end up alone

I end up alone

I end up alone

A rented apartment alone in the city

Numerous guests in beds after parties

Though I know that you dream of a townhouse

Maybe Toronto, LA, or Chicago?

But my head is self-aware of its problems

But the child in me can't stop them

Maybe it's something I got from my mother

'Cause I pay rent like a permanent lover

I'm the other apartment

Loved then discarded

A moment of excitement

A relapse when you're heightened

I'd do anything for this though

A rented house isn't a home

I end up alone

I end up alone

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I end up alone

I end up alone

I'll kiss you a little harder

So we can stay out till it's darker

And I bet you're thinking of me

While you're pulling on her jeans

And I'll do anything for you to see me

For you to wake up and want me

Sell five years for the perfect body

Let you make me feel dirty

But I'm rented for a moment

It's a lease I won't end up owning

I've built this house I'm now alone in

Maybe I'm better off alone (Better on my own)

I'm alone (Better on my own)

Alone, alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)

I end up alone (Better on my own)