Save Myself

You told me I was never good enough

That all I wanted was to kill the fun

Now I got too many mistakes that I never even made

I wanted you to be the one I loved

But I could never ever give enough

For all the mess that you made

I thought that I'd try and I'd stay

But I was sitting in pain

I want to laugh all the times I would usually cry

I want to look in the mirror and say that I'll be fine

I want to light a candle and feel the high

I want to be okay with saying goodbye

I want to make a joke

I want to laugh at myself

I want to dance alone and with nobody else

I want to love myself and know that it's true

I want to save myself before I save you

Before I save you

Now I look at myself and wonder why

You took the beating each and every time

Now you hold on tight cause I say goodbye

I'm drowning but you want to stay the night

Bad people

Never grow up

Sad people

They never show up

Can we both

Ever own up

If I hugged that pretty boy he'd be a normal kid

I want to laugh all the times I would usually cry

I want to look in the mirror and say that I'll be fine

I want to light a candle and feel the high

I want to be okay with saying goodbye

I want to make a joke

I want to laugh at myself

I want to dance alone and with nobody else

I want to love myself and know that it's true

I want to save myself before I save you