How Would That Feel

Did I hear that right?

Did she just shine a spotlight

On her innermost feelings

Like it's no big deal?

Say whatever, whenever you like

You'd presume with all my mastery

To pursue flights of fancy? Easy

Who am I kidding? I've never found that part of me

'Cause I'm designed

To color inside the lines

Cool and methodical

Way too responsible

I can't help it

Sometimes I peek

Through a keyhole and see

People happy, I admit

It might be time to change my paradigm

If only I can let go of the wheel

My fear replaced with total faith

I'm fiercely free and really real

Flying blind

How would that feel?

This all makes me so uncomfortable

I want to let go, be vulnerable

Who am I kidding? I've never met that side of me

In my defense

The truth has a consequence

I won't watch the whole thing

Spin out of control

If I have the chance

It might be time to change my paradigm

If I can only let go of the wheel

My fear replaced with total faith

I'm fiercely free and really real

Flying blind

How would that feel?

In another time

We had a life together

Could time repeat

Or will it unravel?

Be careful what you start

Make one mistake and blow it all apart

Or worse

Break my own heart

Who am I kidding? I've never found that part of me

It might be time to change my paradigm

If only I can let go of the wheel

It's nice to dream that I could change my mind

Deep down I know, I will never ever let go

My fear is staked

I have no faith

Contented freedom is not real

Flying blind

How would that feel?