Don't Need Savin'

My mom tried to raise a lady

Daddy swore he'd always save me

I was dealt these broken graces

Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own

I did this all alone

A someone nobody knows

A broken soul never felt too whole

A little girl in a fucked-up world

I never wore diamonds, never got no pearls

Only thing that I was given

Was a trauma from my mama

'Cause my daddy never showed up

So she tried to hide the problems, yeah

So I grew up with abandonment

'Cause I was made to be the rebel kid

Fighting demons that I've never met

Fixing problems that they won't admit (okay)

Now I'm all grown up, and I'm jaded, and I'm crazy, yeah

Got people thinking I'm a fucking psychopath

'Cause if I hear you run your lips, then I'ma knock your ass (ow)

Guess I can thank my mom and dad for all of that

My mom tried to raise a lady

Daddy swore he'd always save me

I was dealt these broken graces

Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own

I did this all alone

A someone nobody knows

A broken soul never felt too whole

Never knew I could feel so jaded

Guess you can blame it on the trauma I was raised in

Mom and dad made it complicated

Made it feel like I was never worth savin'

It feels so pitiful when you're constantly ridiculed

Felt like I wasn't fixable, wanted to be invisible

Broke at home in middle school

Guidance counsellors and principles

No one knew I was miserable

I've been through the unthinkable

Somehow, I made it despite of the pain

Despite of the damage, I broke off the chains

Broke through the noise, let go of the shame

The devil tried to break me but failed in God's name

My mom tried to raise a lady

Daddy swore he'd always save me

I was dealt these broken graces

Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own

I did this all alone

A someone nobody knows

A broken soul never felt too whole

Little girl, little girl

Tell 'em out to the world

Little girl, little girl

Show 'em how you've grown, girl

My mom tried to raise a lady

Daddy swore he'd always save me

I was dealt these broken graces

Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own

I did this all alone

A someone nobody knows

A broken soul never felt too whole