Do It All Again

I wrote this just to tell you

'Cause I finally had the chance to realize

That what you put me through was everything I needed

Didn't know it in the moment

That I wanted something different but I only saw the broken

And now I see the reason

Why I spent all those nights crying

Nearly getting suicidal

Guess I'm glad that all the bad turned into good

Oh, I'm thankful that I lost you

'Cause I found every part of me

Oh, the healing, it was painful

But the scars didn't cut too deep

'Cause I finally found somebody else

And he loves the things about myself

That you never loved

I wish I coulda seen how this would end

'Cause now I know how it all ends

And I'd do it all again

I know I put the blame on you

I hope you see that's half the truth

I thought you meant to hurt me

Now I know you didn't mean it

So if I ever think of us

I think of when the good part was

'Cause if you never gave me up

I wouldn't have the one I love

But I spent all those nights crying

Nearly getting suicidal

Guess I'm glad that all the bad turned into good

Oh, I'm thankful that I lost you

'Cause I found every part of me

Oh, the healing, it was painful

But the scars didn't cut too deep

'Cause I finally found somebody else

And he loves the things about myself

That you never loved

I wish I coulda seen how this would end

'Cause now I know how it all ends

And I'd do it all again

It might've taken therapy

But I bought my mom a house

From the heartbreak royalties

And I don't need your sympathy

'Cause I turned the tears to somethin'

That means more to me

So all I have to say is

That I'm thankful, 'cause I lost you

And I found every part of me

Oh, the healing, it was painful

But the scars didn't cut too deep

'Cause I finally found somebody else

And he loves the things about myself

That you never loved

I wish I coulda seen how this would end

'Cause now I know how it all ends

And I'd do it all again

I could say I'm sorry but I'm not

I got exactly what I want

And I'm so thankful

You had your fingers crossed