Always Get This Way

Hope it doesn't get worse as I get older

Everyone's giving me the cold shoulder

I don't remember when it took over

All I know now is it controls me

And I don't wanna call you, but I can't really sleep

And I've been wearing a smile, pretending to eat

Oh, I swear that I can explain, no

I always get this way

It's fine

And I'm trying really hard not to fall apart

If you don't mind

I always get this way

At night, I do

If you could find it in your heart not to tear me apart

You'd be so kind

I always get-

I know this isn't ideal for you

I do, I do, I do

But if you could be kind while I lose my mind, well

Try to, try to, try to

And I don't wanna call you, but I can't really sleep

And I've been starting to think it's society, that's wrong with me

And drives me insane

I always get this way

It's fine

And I'm trying really hard not to fall apart

If you don't mind

I always get this way

At night, I do

If you could find it in your heart not to tear me apart

You'd be so kind

I always get–

I always get this way

I always get this way

It's fine

It's fine

And I'm trying really hard not to fall apart

If you don't mind

I always get this way

At night, I do

If you could find it in your heart not to tear me apart

You'd be so kind

I always get

This way