All of This Will End

Inside my cage I watch the clouds

Getting angry, turning dark and raining down

I let my fingers run

I want to turn my brain off, want to turn my shame to dust

Nobody hears me now

I'm talking to myself, I'm talking to god or something

I don't want anything to do with magic

And back then I had it

Forgiving and sacred

You ask me what I think about this

Is there's even a reason for it?

I don't have answers, no one does

I've been finding comfort in that

There's only love

There's only moving through and trying your best

Sometimes it's not enough

Who gives a fuck? All of this will end

Don't forget

All of this will end

I'm out of body

I am idle in the kitchen biting on my fingernails

Keeping from calling

Feeling scared of everyone I thought I knew

I'm only loving

Only moving through and trying my best

Sometimes it's not enough

But I'm still real, and I forgive