One Way Train

I said, "Lord, if You hear me, I beg You to kill me"

'Cause I don't wanna feel like this no more

There's memories I can't erase myself

I'm taking straight shots tryna chase myself

Oh, I hate myself, I can't face myself

I gotta throw away this hope to save myself

I'm praying to the sky, but the sky don't speak

I've been through hell the past four weeks

We broke up, I sold my truck

I parked my heart on a one-way train

They don't make a pill to kill my pain

Every red light screams your name

You pinky swore we were meant to be

You found happiness at the expense of me

I used to be the man inside our home

Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Oh, why don't you hear me?

So, why don't you hear me?

What do I do when the prayers don't work? When my heart still hurts?

When his words keep shooting me down

I double up the milligrams, trying not to give a damn

I can't afford to lose another pound

She turned my heart into a rolling stone

Am I crazy I keep holding on?

She thinks everything about me's wrong

I told her, "Leave me alone"

We broke up, I sold my truck

I parked my heart on a one-way train

They don't make a pill to kill my pain

Every red light screams your name

You pinky swore we were meant to be

You found happiness at the expense of me

I used to be the man inside our home

Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Never thought I would lose you

You left me with screws loose

Just tryna send a message

He don't text like he used to

Am I just not good enough?

Is it a new dude?

Do you still love me like I love you?

Since we broke up, I sold my truck

I parked my heart on a one-way train

They don't make a pill to kill my pain

Every red light screams your name

You pinky swore we were meant to be

You found happiness at the expense of me

I used to be the man inside our home

Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Oh, why don't you hear me?

Say why don't you hear me?