I Hate Myself

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay

I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place

I wish I could have a mental breakdown

Without turning my life into a ghost town

So many things I would change

But more than anything

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell

For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed

I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made-up friends

I wish I could be honest about the ugly

Without every single person runnin' from me

These days, it's hard to have faith

And more than anything

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell

For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

The floods I feel, this storm could kill

I'm better off to keep it damned

'Cause the more I speak, the more I see

Just how alone I really am

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell

For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself