Leaving Again

I'm leaving again

My waves lost in the wind

And crushing fake smiles

We're still in denial

That we'll stay in touch

Feel your eyes on my back

Walk away just like that

 Said I wouldn't cry

But it really hurts this time

Now I'm all fucked up

But I won't try my luck

Your skin and your touch

She's always a dear friend

But I'm leaving again

I'm leaving again I'm leaving again

Plane air dry in my throat

In the sky all alone

And I just don't know if I'm flying to

Or away from home

But I won't try my luck

Your skin and your touch

She's always a dear friend

But I'm leaving again

I'm leaving again I'm leaving again Doesn't feel real until I'm on the plane And I'm half awake wish I coulda stayed Wish I could feel less like a goddamn mess

It hurts in my chest

Still wish you the best

But I won't try my luck

Your skin and your touch

She's always a dear friend

But I'm leaving again

I'm leaving again I'm leaving again Doesn't feel real until I'm on the plane And I'm half awake wish I coulda stayed Wish I could feel less like a goddamn mess

It hurts in my chest

Still wish you the best

But I won't try my luck

Your skin and your touch

She's always a dear friend

But I'm leaving again

I'm leaving again I'm leaving again