Ebb & Flow

If it was up to you, would I reside

Inside your fantasy, not reality?

'Cause I took every word you said as truth

Guess that was my misunderstanding, not factuality

Now I'm pacin' at a slow speed

See you on my phone screen

More than real life, always after five

I'm tryna keep my nose clean

I'm worried that it won't be like you describe

There was no disguise

I'm caught in ebb and flow

No matter how hard I try

I never find paradise

Your iridescent glow

I can only fantasize

Never a waste of time

Locked up in my room

I turn my back against the moon

It makes me think of you

Do you see it too?

Now my eyes are full of white

It keeps me company at night

And when my mind is blue

Do you see it too?

Now I'm pacin' at a slow speed

See you on my phone screen

More than I'd like, now it's after nine

I'm tryna keep my nose clean

I'm worried that it won't be like you describe

There was no disguise

I'm caught in ebb and flow

No matter how hard I try

I never find paradise

Your iridescent glow

I can only fantasize

Never a waste of time

Zero to one hundred

I am outnumbered

Feelin' cold-blooded

I don't know what love is

Zero to one hundred

I am outnumbered

Feelin' cold-blooded

I don't know what love is

Zero to one hundred

I am outnumbered

Feelin' cold-blooded

I don't know what love is

Zero to one hundred

I am outnumbered

Feelin' cold-blooded

I don't know what love is

Caught in ebb and flow

No matter how hard I try

I never find paradise

Your iridescent glow

I can only fantasize

Never a waste of time