f****d up all the time

I'm so sick of feeling so fucked up all the time

Feel like I'm living someone else's life

I'm in the car on my way home

So I cry when no one knows

Ever since I was little I dreamt of a good life

I'd find a good wife, settle by the seaside

I'm losing hope

But no one knows

I feel like every day I'm losing friends

That were meant to be

Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me

Why is it so fucking hard to grow up?

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

It's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

Never learn

Maybe you're the reason I'm fucked up all the time

And I don't need to fight

Or spend all my time with you

Why do I look for your approval

To think that I'm right

When I know that you're wrong?

And you don't need to stay for a while

And I know you won't hold me tight

Damn, I wish you would hold me tight

I feel like every day I'm losing friends

That were meant to be

Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me

Why is it so fucking hard to grow up

And do what's expected of me?

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

It's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

But would you stay?

But would you stay?

Would you stay?

Would you stay?

And I know that it's hard for you

When it looks like I'm falling apart

But would you stay?

Would you stay?

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

It's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

And it's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

Never learn