Thoughts & Prayers

I want to share about a change in my life

A graphic warning about devils in disguise

It started with a ladder to a room of lies

And then led to terrible ambitions

Later on, hanging out on your bed

I won't ever forget the words that you said

Claiming that it'll only hurt for awhile

But mental scarring just isn't my style

A knife from behind caused eternal bleeding inside

Stole nothing but innocence

Your thoughts & prayers won't heal this

We were just laughing underneath the sun

And it was all going well until you pulled out the gun

I tried to run, but you just wouldn't let me leave

You changed stances preaching that you're joking

You "advised" that I should eat straight from the tree

And a lack of snakes gave me slight relief

But I guess that's how you got the best of me

Which is why I'm trying to cope with our history

A gun from behind caused eternal bleeding inside

Stole nothing but innocence

Your thoughts & prayers won't heal this

And I hate how I feel so alone when I start to speak

Regarding dominance & terrible circumstances

A gun from behind caused eternal scarring inside

Stole nothing but innocence

Thoughts & prayers can't heal this

'Cos I relive that spiteful night

It haunts me everytime

And if you're hearing these words

I hope you get what's deserved