Overthinking (Demo)

I'm on an overcrowded train, fighting an overcrowded brain

And all these bags under my eyes hold up my compromise

Maybe I should bail on it, everything, anything

Did you not learn anything in school?

Could've played by the rules, could be happy in a different way

Struggling with the London rent

They said it would be hard, now I know what they meant

I lose sleep, head stuck in the cereal bowl

But I'm here for the music, I know

Distracted, can I say what I mean, can I mean what I say?

Why can't I figure out how I feel when I wake up every day?

I face everything with the same old logic

Overanalyzing everything is tragic

And maybe some things, they will never make sense

So I tackle it all, but I'm not makin' a dent, no

And I think my brain is breakin'

And it's just myself I've been blamin'

It's frustrating, I just wanna know why

And I know no good could come of it

I wish that I could just be done with it

But I'm sinking

I just wanna know why I'm overthinking

Oh, oh, and I just wanna know, I just wanna know why

Oh, oh, and I just wanna know why

I'm an outcast to be left behind

I'm an extrovert with an anxious mind

There's a danger that I might just pour my heart out

To a total stranger in a bar

They're not gonna wanna hear, no, they're just there to sip their beer

Not to hear about problems to solve

And God, this girl's so self-involved

I play it out in my head, I'm trying to make good choices

I hear voices, they can't pick one side

Help, I look so stupid, sitting there tongue-tied

Meltdown, all I can hear is code red, code red

Got a problem in the control center, in my own head

Facin' the world with the same old logic

Overanalyzing everything is tragic

And maybe some things, they will never make sense

So I tackle it all, but I'm not makin' a dent

No, and I think my brain is breakin'

And it's just myself I've been blamin'

It's frustrating, I just wanna know why

And I know no good could come of it

I wish that I could just be done with it

But I'm sinkin'

I just wanna know why I'm overthinking

Oh, oh, and I just wanna know, I just wanna know why

Oh, oh, and I just wanna know, I just wanna know why

Oh, oh, and I just wanna know, I just wanna know why

Oh, oh, and I just wanna know why