Reflection

People will tell you

Why don't you go get some help?

Take some meds

Go see a counselor, they can help you with your problems

Some people can never understand

It's a war inside your head

Lately I been distant from the world in a quiet place

Feels like it might be wired differently, I can't embrace

From all the hurt and all the pain, can you feel my rage?

Growin' up was bullied, they considered me a basket case

But things have changed, the past is done and over with

Why I keep on dwelling on it?

Why my thoughts so cancerous?

Why my best friend have to die?

God, can you please answer this?

Why am I still agonizing on my last relationship?

Maybe I'ma crumble, take a shot, I'm seein' double

You can hear my stomach rumble, reason I can never settle

I have come up from the struggle, I can promise stayin' humble

I am sorry for the trouble, dark inside my fuckin' tunnel

If my thoughts could really kill, best believe I would be dead

I am out here savin' lives and sometimes I forget

'Cause my demons came to play, I'm barely hangin' by a thread

Maybe I should pull this trigger and just lay my mind to rest, yeah

Lost in the music, this is therapeutic

Barely hangin' on, I don't know if I can do this

Will I rise? Will I fall?

Will I rise? Will I fall?

I don't know anymore

Look at my reflection

Angel versus demon

Wish that I was dreamin'

Will I rise? Will I fall?

Will I rise? Will I fall?

I don't know anymore

I know your life ain't glamorous

I can see it in your eyes

You can't even stand yourself

Your past is hauntin' you

So you go to rhyme a little

Toss and turnin' every night, debating if it even helps

You quit the partyin', quit the drugs, quit the reefer

And now you think it's problem solved 'cause you change your people?

You wake up miserable, it's clear your feedin' off of evil

Take my hand tonight and I can promise you'll be always peaceful

What about my family?

I can't leave 'em in a disarray

Give it time and they'll move on, forget about you anyway

(What about my fans and the impact I have made on them?)

Find another source, do not worry, they will all amend

It's better if you go, do not act like you have any friends

Heaven don't exist, this is it, will you take my hand?

Voices gettin' louder, you can't fight 'em, best to sign your will

Join me on the darker side through the dreary depths of hell

Lost in the music, this is therapeutic

Barely hangin' on, I don't know if I can do this

Will I rise? Will I fall?

Will I rise? Will I fall?

I don't know anymore

Look at my reflection

Angel versus demon

Wish that I was dreamin'

Will I rise? Will I fall?

Will I rise? Will I fall?

I don't know anymore

I feel like givin' up though

Some things I can't explain, no

I feel like givin' up though

Some things I can't explain, no

Will I rise? Will I fall?

Will I rise? Will I fall?

I don't know anymore

Will I rise? Will I fall?

Will I rise? Will I fall?

I don't know anymore