How Many Times?

How many times I couldn't sleep

'Cause I saw you dying in my dreams

How many times you lied to me

Raised my hopes and I believed

So many times you went away

Even though you promised me to stay

You always said soon it'll be okay

But till today nothing's changed

And now I know it's too late

You lost your soul, you will never change

Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough

You choose this life instead of love

Now I know it's too late

You lost your soul, you will never change

Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough

You choose this life instead of us

How many times they said I'm a fool

But as your child, I had faith in you

I always thought one day we'll reunite

Leaving Hell, reaching paradise

But now I know it was just a dream

Now I know it will never be

Beautiful completed family

You'll just exist in my dreams

And now I know it's too late

You lost your soul, you will never change

Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough

You choose this life instead of love

Now I know it's too late

You lost your soul, you will never change

Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough

You choose this life instead of us

Instead of us