Bermuda Triangle

Bermuda Triangle - Edited

[Verse 1]

I let you take over

I let you convince me I could not handle this sober

The demon that took my life with a knife to my throat but

I let you inside and lied to myself I ain’t stronger

Begging for help stupid as fuck

Damage I dealt, playing victim but who would have thought

Killing myself with a bottle, I couldn’t get enough

I let you win took my life I was begging for luck

I sold my soul for a good time

And with your assistance I could double up on six lines

Left my body shaking for the 6th time in two months

Couldn’t see it coming, I was too blind, you were too tough and

You could never catch me calling whose bluff this too much

Mind too blurry to even know what I’m running from

Glad you didn’t fall when I pushed you Mom

I’m sorry mom,

Maybe it’s because I feel so alone

Thought we were friends, hold my hand

You were just taking me closer to the edge

That’s not who I am, I feel so possessed by my fucking past

Begging all my friends for another chance, what about the last

Substance in my system I’m less depressed, I’m free at last

Then I sober up to the consequence of every act

[Chorus]

What am I running from?

Escaping all my failures

I’m just so sorry Mom, I gotta see you later

What is this sick disease that lives and feeds off Patrick Lee

I’m trying to find myself but he’s just lost at sea, where could he be

What am I running from?

Escaping all my failures

I’m just so sorry Mom, I gotta see you later

What is this sick disease that lives and feeds off Padrick Lee

I’m trying to find myself but he’s just lost at sea, where could he be

Lost at sea where could you be

You can’t trust yourself, so trust me

No no no no

I gotta let go

No turning back

I’m off that boat

No no no no

I gotta let go

I gotta let go

No no no no no no

No no no no no

[Verse 2]

You gotta kill the dark side to see light at the end

When life is short then why you waste this shit trying to pretend

See I don’t call him God but ask it for a hand it could lend

Carving the scars in my arm, wait for a sign to be sent

Mind in a straight jacket

Fuck it I hate asking

I’m traumatised I hate my eyes

And I can’t wait passive

Fuck a natural cause, if pain never knock at the door

He’s breaking in to leave you bloody all over the floor

Pressure between my ears

I live my life in fear

For inner peace and a release I’ll do eleven years

I’m fading through this life

And even though I wouldn’t change a single thing

I swear on mine I wouldn’t live it twice

Don’t need your pity, I’m in the pit with a “50” and me not pulling the trigger is me

fighting off the inner demons

Just need a fucking reason

My mind committing treason

I am my enemy

I fight to keep breathing

[Chorus]

What am I running from?

Escaping all my failures

I’m just so sorry Mom, I gotta see you later

What is this sick disease that lives and feeds off Padrick Lee

I’m trying to find myself but he’s just lost at sea, where could he be

What am I running from?

Escaping all my failures

I’m just so sorry Mom, I gotta see you later

What is this sick disease that lives and feeds off Padrick Lee

I’m trying to find myself but he’s just lost at sea, where could he be

Lost at sea where could you be

You can’t trust yourself, so trust me

No no no no

I gotta let go

No turning back

I’m off that boat

No no no no

I gotta let go

I gotta let go

No no no no no no

No no no no no