Talkin’ 2 Myself (feat. Kobe)

Hey yo

Before I start this song man

I just want to thank everybody

For being so patient

For bearing with me over these last couple of years

While I figured this *** out

Is anybody up there? It feels like I'm talking to myself

No one seems to know my struggle and everything I come for

Can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I just keep talking to myself

It feels like i'm going insane, am I the one whose crazy?

Whoa whoa

Whoa whoa whoa

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anybody out there, that feels the way I feel

Feels that there isn't a me

I guess I wanna know I'm not the only one

I went away I guess I open up some lanes

But there was no one who even knew I was going through growing pains

Hate was flowing through my veins

On the verge of going insane

I almost made a song to dissing Little Wayne

It was like I was jealous of him because of the attention he was getting

I felt horrible about myself, he was spitting and I wasn't

Anyone who was buzzing back then could have got it

I almost went at Kanye too, God it feels like i'm going psychotic

Thank God I didn't do it, I would have had mine handed to me

And I knew it, but proof was here to see me through

I'm in the booth popping and all the **** want to talk me into it

Are you stupid? You want to start dissing people for no reason

Especially when you can't even write a decent buss uneven

You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying

Your health is declining

With your self esteem, you're crying out for help

Is there anybody out there? It feels like I'm talking to myself

No one seems to know my struggle and everything I come for

Can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I just keep talking to myself

It feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anybody out there, that feels the way I feel

Feels that there isn't a me

I guess I wanna know I'm not the only one

Mostly so you're no longer a man, that's a bitter pill to swallow

All I know is I'm wallowing, self-love and in hallow

Bottoms up on the **** bottle

Maybe I hit my bottom tomorrow

My sorrow goes in this hollow

But I must be talking to the wall though

I don't see nobody else

I guess I keep talking to myself

But, all these other rappers suck is all that I know

I turn into a hater

I put up a forcefield

But Marshall is not an egomaniac, because he's not motto

He's not a desperado, he's desperate

His thoughts are bottled inside him

One foot on the break, one on the throttle

Falling asleep with writer's block in the parking lot of McDonald's

But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something 'bout it

Admit you've got a problem, you're brain is clouded

You've pouted long enough

It isn't them it's you, you **** baby

Quit worrying about what they do

And do Shady

I'm **** going crazy

Is there anybody out there? It feels like i'm talking to myself

No one seems to know my struggle and everything I come for

Can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I just keep talking to myself

It feels like i'm going insane, am I the one who crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anybody out there, that feels the way I feel

Feels that there isn't a me

I guess I wanna know I'm not the only one

So I picked myself off the ground and swim before I drown

Hit my bottom so hard, I bounce twice

Suffice, this time around is different

Them last two albums didn't count

Encore, I was on drugs, relapse I was flushing them out

I've come to make it up, no ****ing around

I've got something to prove to fans because I feel like I've let them down

So, please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal

I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you

For those who don't know, the new me is back to the old me

And hold me I don't show no

Signs of slowing up, blowing up

Blowing up all over my life is no longer a movie

But their show ain't over

I'm back with a vengance homie, Wheezy keep you head up

T.I., keep your head up, Kanye keep your head up

Don't let them, keep slaying them

Rest in peace to DJ , 'cause I know what it's like

I struggle with this **** every single day

And um

Is there anybody out there? it feels like I'm talking to myself

No one seems to know my struggle and everything I come for

Can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I just keep talking to myself

It feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anybody out there, that feels their way out

Feels that there isn't a me

I guess I wanna know I'm not the only one

So there it is, damn

Feels like I just woke up or something

I guess I just forgot who the f*** I was man

Hey yo

And to anybody I thought about going at

It was never nothing personal

With some s*** I was going through

And to everybody else

I'm back