An Evening I Will Not Forget / Furthest Thing

When love was found

I kept my hope just like I'd hoped to

I sang to the sea for feelings deep blue

Coming down

And we've had problems that we've grown through

But I bet you dream of what you could do

At 17 I was alright

Was like nothing I could feel inside

And wishing you were here tonight

Is like holding on

But I still get to see your face, right?

And that's like nothing they can take, right?

So there won't be no feeling in the firelight

Hoping this will be right

Time to show your worth, child

I remember when her heart broke over stubborn shit

That's no way to be living, kid

The angel of death is ruthless

And I'm always thinking summertime with the bikes out

Pushing our luck, getting wiped out

Days with nothing but laughing loud

Underneath my coat, when you tap my shoulder, hold my hand

Nights were nothing but dark in there

You could be my armour then

Island smiles and cardigans

The nights that we'd been drinking in

We're here to help you kill all of this hurt that you've been harbouring

Confessions should be better planned

Alone that night, I'm surely damned

Run away and I'll understand it

What's important is this evening I will not forget

Purple, blue, orange, red

These colours of feeling, give me love, I'll put my heart in it

And I think about it all the time

Lights went out, you were fine

You kinda struggle not to shine

I still love you though

I still love you though

I still love you always

So hold me when I'm home, keep the evenings long

Crack and break and part ways

I still love you though

I still love you though

I still love you always

So hold me when I'm home, keep the evenings long

Let's not crack and break and part ways

And I wonder if I could let her down

Somewhere between psychotic and iconic

Somewhere between I want it and I got it

Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted

Somewhere between a mistress and commitment

But I stay down, girl, I'll always stay down

Get down, never lay down

Promise to break everybody off before I break down

Everyone just wait now

So much on my plate now

People I believed in, they don't even show their face now

What they got to say now?

Nothing they can say now

Nothing really changed but still they look at me a way now

What more can I say now?

What more can I say now?

You might feel like nothing was the same

And I've still been drinking on the low

Mobbing on the low, fucking on the low

Smoking on the low

I've still been plotting on the low

Scheming on the low

The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know, yeah

And I hate that you don't think I belong to you

Just too busy running this to run home to you

You know the paper my passion

Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened

I can't help it, I can't help it

I was young and I was selfish

I made every woman feel like she were mine and no one else's

Now you hate me, stop pretending

Stop fronting, I can't take it

Girl, don't treat me like a stranger

Girl, you know I've seen you naked

Girl, you know that I remember, don't be a pretender

Getting high at the condo, that's when it all comes together

You know I stay reminiscing, and make-up sex is tradition

But you've been missing, girl

You might feel like nothing was the same

And I've still been drinking on the low

Mobbing on the low, fucking on the low

Smoking on the low

I've still been plotting on the low

Scheming on the low

The furthest thing from perfect and I wonder if I could let her down

It's for real, it's for real

It's for real, it's for real