What Was I Thinking Pt. 4

Can't please everybody, I ain't even gon' worry 'bout it

Can't stop 'em from talking 'bout me

Ain't concerned what you heard about me

Streets talking, yeah, word of mouth

I can spell it out, I prefer to count

Grinding for what you whining 'bout

In the hole, but I'm climbing out

One in the hole, catching plays

Running routes, flying out

Don't post corners, hit the screen door

She get outta pocket, leave the ho

Man, it all started way before Allstar, it's Lito

Paid my light bill by my birthday

Drop a mixtape on my court date

Seem like you never know till it's too late

(Seem like you never know till it's too late)

Mama used to tell me, watch yo friends

Now I'm like, what friends?

Who can I trust in?

Will I ever love again?

Supposed to went to counseling, instead I used my ink pen

Round trip from the sunken place weekly, let that sink in

Gambling, fornicating, drinking, anything but sleeping

What was I thinking?

I wasn't thinking at all

Now I just took a loss, who can I call?

Feel like my phone off

I ain't heard from none of y'all 'cept for when you gossiping like broads

Fuck what ya heard and don't speak on what you saw

I got grief on me from Obie, so-called street ****, so flaw

Keep my heater in my drawers, you little bitch

I just skeeted in her jaw, you probably leave it in her raw

You gon' be with her for life, I'ma delete that ho tomorrow

When I get too bored I might just need that ho to borrow

I just binged watch Ozark and bought a Benz on them bars

Wonder if they got a clearance for all this revenge in my heart

Feel the vengeance in my veins, so much pain, man, I'm scarred

Never change for no change, I remained the same

As when I came in this game, Jermaine used his brain

'Cause nobody ever gave me anything

My purpose is to give hope, naw, it ain't to entertain

Use my mistakes as education, I made it through the rain

You took a million dollars

Yeah, every **** I see wanna be millionaires

Take a million dollars and change it into seconds

A million seconds is thirteen days

Take a billion dollars and change it into seconds

It's thirty-two years

Who wanna be a