When I Die

Depression hurts, I don't know what can help

You lose your mind and start talkin' to yourself

Waitin' on a record to blow

Just so you could take care of your family

And stop sellin' the dope

Yeah, it ain't no secret, my mind's fucked up

So to ease up the pain I get fucked up

Problem after problem, how do I solve 'em?

Suicidal thoughts, I'm talking to my revolver

I don't really know who the fuck to trust

I shed so many tears but I'ma gangsta, bruh

I got a wife and she the love of my life

I'm on the tour and she's alone at night

Temptation every city that I go to

Which one of these girls am I 'bout to go through?

Make the right decision, Stitches, don't do it

We all got problems and we all go through it

Only time I forget is when I make music

After the studio it's right back to it

Drivin' my foreign under the influence yeah

Yeah, we all go trough it

Pain, struggle, just hustle and don't stop

When I pray to God I look up to the top

'Cause when I die I'll be a memory

When I die will you remember me?

It keeps goin' on, one person dies

One comes along and on and on

Pain, struggle, just hustle and don't stop

When I pray to God I look up to the top

'Cause when I die I'll be a memory

When I die will you remember me?

It keeps goin' on, one person dies

One comes along and on and on

Uh, I contemplated suicide

I was losin' my mind even thinkin' 'bout homicide

All in my anger, gun in my hand I'm about to cause danger

Uh, I fed on my life just living on an island

My three children and my wife just smilin'

As a father I don't ever wanna fail

And have my children visit me up in a cell

Am I goin' to Heaven or am I going down to Hell

All the answers to my questions only time can tell

Take the pain away when I pop a pill

Trust issues and my pride keep me from signin' a deal

Cause if I fucked over somebody gettin' killed

So when you see me when you look at my eyes

Just know your in the presence of somebody who is real

Matter of fact, fuck you and fuck a record deal

Pain, struggle, just hustle and don't stop

When I pray to God I look up to the top

'Cause when I die I'll be a memory

When I die will you remember me?

Keeps going on one person dies

One comes along and on and on

Pain, struggle, just hustle and don't stop

When I pray to God I look up to the top

'Cause when I die I'll be a memory

When I die will you remember me?

Keeps going on one person dies

One comes along and on and on