If I Knew

I carry all i need in a basket of a needless sorrow road. that is heavy from awaiting on what is always tomorrow. have what i've been waiting on i threw away is almost gone (?) reach for me. have a distance left to go has come far too much for me you know. out of reach for me. ooooh . if i'm an ocean without an edge of sand. is there any reason in trying. if you'd give me a (?) i could hold back my crying

Have what i've been waiting on i threw away is almost gone (?) reach for me. if i'm an ocean without an edge of sand. is there any reason in trying?