Change of Scenery

I don't know why my life ain't stable, so many ups and downs It make a nigga dizzy, trying to keep his feet on the ground Feeling this pain daily, too many times a day Just wanna live, not necessarily shine today Losing my mind today, I can't keep the tears from dripping Thankful for Eugene my nigga, for residency flipping Ran a car into my own shit, shouldn't I be glad To be like Joe, but have to lose everything 'fore I get it back I can regain my stacks, my cars, my clothes But my mama will never scratch my back, before I go to sleep no more I'm feeling crazy (just can't find the slack, but fuck) I can't move I know I'm not sleeping, I'm woke, the devil's riding my back I try to shake him, but he on me Therefore my attitude is rude, fuck friends leaving me for lonely Sometimes I feel like the high, is my only companion So I stay running the drugs, looking for understanding I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, a band on me put people to rest I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, a band on me put people to rest I don't really wanna go, that's why I ask Lord bless my soul Had to stop hanging with hoes, even some my kin folk It's bad for my brain, bad for my blood, bad for my people That I wanted to show love, see 'cause love's been lost That's why I blaze up greenery, and charge it to the cost Baby I feel your pain, like when the tears come down like rain drops And it don't stop, motherfuckers keep pulling the same spot Trying to make you let loose, until you drop Them off the scenery, doing something crazy Wouldn't have to go through this shit if there was another place to be That's why I ride behind you a hundred percent, my nigga it's Cl'Che I smoke with you, ride with you, make sure you make it through the day Too much hate make a chick wanna vacate off the scene Get a lil' stash, live out your dream ha, feel what I mean Release the stress, remember you blessed, smoke on Live on and move on my nigga, I'm in your zone I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, a band on me put people to rest I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, a band on me put people to rest Seems like I was looking for love in the wrong place Attempting to put a smile on a long face I couldn't beat it, the D.A. had a strong case So I'm like ready to burst this, for a long stay Back at the block after two and a half, thinking my partnas got shit to show me But they 'bout they paper capping, acting like they don't know me Thangs done changed, I see I'm out here on my own Got fronted a couple of packs, and glad I'm all night long But fellas started to get jealous, 'cause I grinded so much I wouldn't have knew he had a beam, if he didn't shine it so much So when he came walking up on me, I just capped and let it go See I'm nervous by nature, that means I'm dumping on you hoes There was people looking for me, plus I'm ducking the vice On top of that, my people treat me like a thief in the night Sometimes I feel like my high is my only companion So I stay running the drugs, looking for understanding I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, a band on me put people to rest I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, a band on me put people to rest