Try My Best

I'm gonna try my best

To love him

Don't know why I want him so

Yeah I'll try

And keep him by my side

I won't ever let him go

Oh, I've learned too much in my poor life

To laugh at humor I can't see

It's sad I know

That I can't show

My love

But I won't set him free

So I'm gonna try my best

To love him

Even if it takes all night long

Even if this feeling hurts me

I've heard pain can make you strong

And I know that

I'm not his girl

Really never thought I'd care

But to see him in your arms

That's the one thing

I can't bear

If you said I had no heart

Well I hardly think I'd cry

'Cause there ain't one thing you know 'bout me

That I'd bother to deny

And it's not that I don't find him sweet

I know too well his voice

His touch

His eyes

And often underneath

I wonder that I try this much

Still it would be a shameful lie

To say I love this boy

This man

But I am fond and he is fine

So in the end perhaps I can

I agree this child deserves

A better friend and lover too

But I'm gonna try my best to love him

Just to keep him

Far from you